Your face is white in spinning lights.

This weekend had its ups and downs I suppose. (nowhere near as high as last Saturday.)
Friday night I went down to the pens game with Christian and Mike Harr. It was okay. Then Andy Menarchek, Joe, and Sam Gross came which made the pain subside a little bit.
Christian and I have this thing. I dont know how to explain. Sometimes it feels like a coal truck hitting me, then other times I feel alright.
Anyways. So Saturday after running around Delmont to find my dad and his new man truck I went to keener.It was literally a cluster fuck. So I got out of there.
After a few hard hours of a breakdown Lorris texted me.I ended up hanging with her, Andy again and one of his friends. We met up at eatin park and were there for close to 4 hours I believe. Most of it spent in the parking lot. Andy scared the shit out of these girls trying to eat. He popped up by their window with a bat...It was funny. Had to be there. We ran into Kayla and Connor which was random and hilarious...but thats about it.
Sunday was a dull annoying day, filled with family. And food that I hate being served to me as a birthday dinner. But whatever I made a nice chunk of change overall.
My prom dress came in the other day. The dumb bitch ordered me a size two so she could fit it accordingly, and when I put it on, it almost fell off of me again. But I get it back tonight and hope its nice and perfect.
Prom. Shit. Im terrified. Ive renamed it D Day. Because christian could either be alright or make this a fucking nightmare. I really hope it isnt the latter.
Im sick of people telling me all these wonderful stories about couples who broke up and got together a thousand times and are now happy. Its not going to happen for me. Christian and I arent the normal couple...hell move on to other girls without giving me a second thought, and Ill sit here torturing myself over it all.
In that moment I felt blissfully happy, until he opened his mouth and spewed thoughtless indifference.