I'm running for no reason, but for my life as well. And I hate it and I don't remember why I started.
I'm terrified to stop running
If I stop and look at whats around me it'll be chaos. disappointment. resentment. pain.
reality.
So I start running again.
When can the cycle stop?
When can I be free to lay in the grass and see the world isn't as bad as its made out to be.
I lay down in the grass with my eyes closed.
I'm at peace, nothing can hurt me.
I'm alone, but its okay.
I feel the grass underneath me.
The wind lightly moving my hair.
The sun warming my skin.
I open my eyes.
reality.
Ive been listening to the cure a lot.
It may or may not be having an affect on me.
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