Sitting on top of the world. But I threw it away. Just to prove that I could.

For some reason my mother and I argued about my self esteem.

She ranted about how I lack motivation to change things in my life.

I'm not going to change the world.

I know this.

There is nothing particularly "dazzling" about my story or myself.

I don't have a spectacular and memorable personality.

I'm nothing but ordinary.

I cant even insignificantly affect someones life.

I cant even stick in a memory.

[people often forget a time they spent with me. whatever...it happens]

So god forbid I'm realistic.

No, I wont change a damn thing in my lifetime.