The last time I saw you, you turned away.

Youre my best friend.

Lately though.

Ive never felt so distant from you.

Sitting on top of the world. But I threw it away. Just to prove that I could.

For some reason my mother and I argued about my self esteem.

She ranted about how I lack motivation to change things in my life.

I'm not going to change the world.

I know this.

There is nothing particularly "dazzling" about my story or myself.

I don't have a spectacular and memorable personality.

I'm nothing but ordinary.

I cant even insignificantly affect someones life.

I cant even stick in a memory.

[people often forget a time they spent with me. whatever...it happens]

So god forbid I'm realistic.

No, I wont change a damn thing in my lifetime.

Bethena (A Concert Waltz)

Take this.

Its yours

It has been
Please be careful with it
Last time it broke
It took me a while to fix it up so it was worth giving again
I'm trusting you
If you break it again, I don't know how well Id recover
Promise?

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

Our lives are defined by opportunities, even the ones we miss.
I wanna remember us just as we are now.
Loving you is worth everything to me.

And thats how it is.

Please, dont let this go.

Sometimes it just feels better to give in.

Im done with all the fighting.

Yell all you want...

Im fuckin done.