Oh baby, baby its fuck time

Can it be April 20th now?
I want to be sitting on the train going to New York. I want to be so anxious I cant sit still. I want to imagine getting another picture with Billie. I want to step out into the familiar city street and catch a cab. I want my heart rate to skyrocket when I sit in those plush red seats as the announcers voice comes over the speaker. I want to hear those chords Ive been hearing since September 2004.
I want to see Billie, and all this bullshit and counting down the days is driving me crazy.

Im really glad I get to see the show on the 20th and 21st. Its kind of my farwell. Last year all I wanted for my birthday was to see American Idiot not expecting that in one year I would be going back to see it in some of its final performances. This will be my second time spending the weekend before my birthday with Billie, and for once I got to be in the same state let alone the same room with him on his. Its been unreal...this past year. Full of Green Day and meeting Billie Joe. Im going to miss it. Without this show most of these things wouldnt have ever happened. And Im so glad I got to experience it. I never would have met Billie if it werent for this show.

A girl on tumblr was talking about how when she met Billie in February backstage that she asked about the tubbies and when theyd paly again. She said that he mentioned something but she didnt want to spread a rumor if it ended up not happening. I am praying that its while Im there...because that would be the icing on my fantasy year cake.

Androgynous

I LOVE THE REPLACEMENTS SO FUCKING MUCH! MY GOD!
Yeah...that needed to be in all caps. Shit just got real.